Sunday 8 November 2009

( I feel so empty now)

Im back
Day by day was passed
Still there was not even an extraordinary moment on these few days
Only last Friday was my best day of the week
Watched "My Girlfriend Is An Agent" as it is was hilarious
Whole people in the theater laughed
Then this is it
Just ordinary days flew over















I feel like changing my hairstyle
But which style I am supposed to choose?
Here some options
Suggestion is welcomed


Peace Love Respect



Saturday 7 November 2009

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since youre not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
Im still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that its only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
Well be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
Well be able to love each other
Dont avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Lets get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can't let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you're my world
In time my love unfurls
'Till then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
Well be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

Friday 30 October 2009

As I've expected , finally i am promoted (for sure)
So next year i'll be a 4E1 student (I feel sorry for those who retained)
Its tough,being in the best class in BHSS (teachers always say this sentence)
Its a new challange for me
I must score well in my O-Level
My O-Level journey starts on this coming Monday
My first two SPAs (Biology and Physic)
Despite of a fun we had today as today was the last day of school , we must come back on first 2 weeks of holiday
Hope that i still have time to hang out with my friends on this holiday
Its such a long time i do not meet them
Let Me Hear Your Voice again

Hope u enjoy it

Peace Love Respect

Sunday 25 October 2009

Im PROMOTED (based on my results)
Fimally after 10 months of struggle , i am promoted
Im a 4E1 student next year
Now , i should focus on the real one
O-LEVEL
But now i relax myself first

Friday was the first time i go with my class
Night Safari for the Haloween
Had a fun but tired day with them
Then went to eat at Newton with chem teacher
Another alcoholic day for me

Today i went vivo with OTK gank
Ate Carls Jr, play pool ,watch movie , and eat at Kopitiam

Thx for u guys on these days
Hope u love it
Love u all

Monday 19 October 2009

Im an EMO today

Smiling is the simplest way of everything
Simplest way to forget our problems
Simplest way to have our moments
And many more
But,nowadays,people tend to have it on other ways
I dont know what all the ways are
From the good ones to the bad ones
I just simply do not care about it
But,sometimes, i missed that smiles
From my family,friends in indo ,even friends in Singapore
I just want to see the smiles we've shared together
But ,too much fucking problems i have now
These things keep in my mind
In my loneliness,togetherness
Felt like i better end my life so these fucking problems wont haunt me anymore
Until yesterday , finally i'd thrown out from my head
Athough , i did it in a bad way
Im a lot better now indeed
Thank a lot for my friends who support me until now



One more thing
There's only 1 thing 2 do , 3 words 4 you
" I LOVE YOU " (all)

Peace,Love,Respect

Tuesday 13 October 2009

King and Queen


Into the night
Desperate and broken
The sound of a fight
Father has spoken

We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood and pain
In defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

The age of man is over
A darkness comes and all
These lessons that we learned here
Have only just begun

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a Lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell

We are the Kings
We are the Queens
We are the Kings
We are the Queens

Thursday 1 October 2009

Nothin to do

Back to my blog
Tomorrow is my english exam
I dunno the fucking clue what to study
But, I'll try my best on tomorrow exam
Hope u all bless me also
And all the best 4 me im tomorrow exam




































These pictures were from my fren
I took this on math lesson
Cause it was fucking boring
I post these for no reason actually
But,hope with these picture, all of u are being motivated
Thanks for viewing this post
GBU all
Love u all



Credit to Nguyen Thanh Tam for the pictures







Sunday 27 September 2009

Friday 25 September 2009

Sunday 20 September 2009

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Although this day havent ended yet
I already get my feel of the day
I used this song to describe it
Hope u'll enjoy it

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "son you can't stay here"
I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
Im the man who can't be moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Saturday 19 September 2009

McD,study, and candle lit dinner

Woke up at 11.00
Brush my teeth and wash my face
Hallo laptop
We met again
Levin asked to go McD to eat lunch with Bambang/Bobby
Took a bath,changed shirt
1 p.m. went Toa Payoh
I ordered Big Mac for $7.20
Levin ordered McSpicy for $7.00++
Our top spender(Bambang) ordered MegaMcSpicy for $8.00++
Eat,talk and have some fun with them
After that,went to Young Prodigy
We saw our buddies photos
Damn fun as they looked like good kids in the photo
Looked for a bus,saw my frens
Took a bus then reach home
Played 1st then went to Iluma to study together with Meme and Farida
Waited for the bus for fucking long
When Meme asked me wheter I have gone,the bus came
=__=
Meet there at Berry Lite
They studied very serious
I did nothing there
Just bought a yogurt and sit there
Then we moved to an ice cream shop
Bought an ice cream and continue study
6 p.m. they stop study
Went to Comic Connection
Farida bought a Big Bang poster
Too bad for Meme as her lovely-target-doll disappear
They went home first as i waited outside
Arter that went to a bus top to take a bus
Waited for fucking long
The bus finally came after 15-20 mins
Stopped at CQ
Finally Meme's dreaam came true
We had our first candle lit dinner together
Ordered 3 foods for $88.51
Then we made a family
This is the tree
  • Lovely Dad : T.O.P(Choi Seung Hyun)
  • Lovely Mum : Farida Karyani
  • Lovely Sista : Marissa Halim
  • Lovely Broda : Firman Adi
After that went home
Thanks for the nice day guys

We Believe

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed...
She asks god why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight there's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night?
How can we make things right?
Just want to make this right

We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pain
So let it be
There's a love that could fall down like rain
Let us see
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
What we need
And no one really knows what they are searching for
We Believe
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
In this love

We believe
In this love

So this world is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need in every way

We believe
In this love
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love

Monday 14 September 2009

Haru Haru

Tonaga
Yeah, finally I realise, that I'm nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah~~

Pado-chorom buswejin ne mam
Baram-chorom hundur-rinun ne mam
Yongi-chorom sarajin ne sarang
Munsin-chorom jiwe-jijiga anha
Hansuman tang-i kojira shi-jyo~o~o
Ne gasum-sogen monjiman sah-ijyo~o (Say goodbye)

Nega obsin dan harudo mos sal-goman gata-don na
Sengak-gwanun daruge-do gurok-jorok honjajal sara
Bogo-sipdago bullo-bwado non amu dedab-obsjanha
Ho-dwen gide golo-bwado ijen soyong-obsjanha

Ne yeope inun gu saram-i mwon-ji hokshi nol ul-lijin anunji
Gude nega bo-igin sag da ijo-nunji
Jog-jongdwe daga-gagi-jocha malul-gol su jocha obso ete-ugo
Na holo gin bamul jise-ujyo subeg-bon jiwe-nejyo

Dola-bojiman-go tona-gara to narul chaji-malgo sara-gara
Norul sarang-hetgie hu-he-obgie jo-atdon kiog-man gajyo-gara
Gurok-jorok chama-bulman-he gurok-jorok gyon-dyo-nelman-e
Non gurol-surok hengbok-heya-dwe haru-haru mudjyoga-ne
Oh girl, I cry cry
You're my all (Say goodbye)

Girul goda no-wana uri maju-chinda-hedo
Mot bonchog hagoso gudero gadon-gil ga-jw
Jakuman ye sengak-i to-oru-myon amado
Nado mule gudel chaja-galji-do mula

Non nul gu saram-gwa hengbok-hage non nul nega darun mam an moge
Non nul jagun milyon-do an namke-kum jal jine-jwo na boran-dushi
Non nul jo hanul-gati ha-yage dun gurum-gwado gat-i sapara-ge
Non nul gure-ge uso-jwo amu il obsdus-i

Dola-bojiman-go tona-gara to narul chaji-malgo sara-gara
Norul sarang-hetgie hu-he-obgie jo-atdon kiog-man gajyo-gara
Gurok-jorok chama-bulman-he gurok-jorok gyon-dyo-nelman-e
Non gurol-surok hengbok-heya-dwe haru-haru mudjyoga-ne

Narul tona-so mam pyonhe-jigil (Narul itgo-so sala-gajwo)
Gu nunmul-un da marul-teni, yeah (Haru-haru jina-myon)
Chari manaji anha-dora-myon dol apul-tende, hmm~
Yong-wonhi hamke-haja-don gu yagsog ijen
Chuog-e mudo-dogil bare baby nol we-he gido-he

Dola-bojiman-go tona-gara to narul chaji-malgo sara-gara
Norul sarang-hetgie hu-he-obgie jo-atdon kiog-man gajyo-gara
Gurok-jorok chama-bulman-he gurok-jorok gyon-dyo-nelman-e
Non gurol-surok hengbok-heya-dwe haru-haru mudjyoga-ne

Oh girl, I cry cry, You're my all, say goodbye bye
Oh my love, don't lie lie, You're my heart, say goodbye


Translation to English


Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~


My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)


Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless


What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times


Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…


If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened



I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you



Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lïe
You’re my heart, say goodbye...



Sunday 13 September 2009

Long,tiring,and fun journey

Friday,rite?
Last 3 days of holiday
I must go somewhere
Relax before school re-open
I went chinatown as meme,farida,yizhen,and hendra ald waited for me like 1 hr
Arrived there looked for them,a sms from meme
"Kita ketemuan di Clarke Quay aja"
=__=
Okok
Took a bus and go there
At CQ,met them,i gave a surprise to farida
Farida knew the thing ald but meme with her innocent face asked
"Apa tuh?"
We all laughed and farida said "Itu c*%^&$m"
Then farida throwed it to a bin
Lucky i got it free
Went Far East to eat rujak
Finally meme's dream came true
Eat rujak after 3 days of seacrhing
Eat,eat,eat
Never give to anyone
Pay with my coin as i deposited more than $5 dollar in her bag
Went Clarke Quay again
This time took a sampan
"Ayo kita naek sampan" with moving her hands like "mendayung"
$13 is gone like the wind
All but meme looked like "no money ald"
Nevermind
First time i go with my frens also
Leave it
Went suntec from CQ by WALK
2.4!!!
Very tired
Arrived there,looked for a present
Finnaly,meme and i shared to buy a frog doll
After that,went to Fish & Co to eat
Meme thougt was "Sama la kyk Long John"
Took a seat,see the menu,and my mouth is open like a dam
Very expensive
Meme was liked to order a soup and want us to eat it together
"Soupnya psti segede ini" with made a big round with her hand
We all like bullied her
"Meme menang" and clapping our hands
"The oldest cant bully the youngest" said meme
"Meme menang" we replied her
Damn funny
Ordered a food as meme and i shared again
Lucky that time was a right decision
$17 for 2 big slices of fish
Eat,eat,eat
Asked for the bill
$60!!!
Then we all like "Why i used so much money today?"
Went out,blame meme ,cause of the sampan we spent so much money
Round the ufo-liked thing up to 2-3 times
Go Clarke Quay AGAIN
That time by walk
Reached there,like no more energy
Talk2 then we all looked for a toilet
Went Riverside Point Carpark only for a toilet
It was very dark
It scared meme
I did the sound and the move of the ghost
She screamed very loud
Almost cry i think cause of a fake ghost
Then they kapok ald and went home

Top spender
1.Farida:$80(after got $210)
2.Meme and Adi:$60(cause of the sampan,a present,and fish & co)
3.Hendra:$30(lucky only $30)

Quote of the day
1.Mau naek sampan
2.Meme menang
3.The oldest cant bully the youngest

Haha
Damn funny
Hope can spend another time to do the same things
Rock u guys

Thursday 3 September 2009

Bad Day

Girls are used to be the most amazing creatures that God have ever made
Thats why im so respect and love all the women in this world
But,i dont know why that creature pissed me off one day
I was fucking............
I dont know what to say
Have a boyfriend already still looking for a problem
I dont know wheter she is a troublemaker
Or yesterday was a bad day for me
Thanks for all my frens who gave me a support
Thank you fucking much to all my frens

Tuesday 11 August 2009

21 Guns -Dedicated to All My Friends-

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Monday 10 August 2009

First day using blog and 07/08/09 - 09/08/09 moments

Today was the new day for my life
I started using blog
"Adi is playing blog?"
WTH MAN
Haha
Just want to try new thing
Actually today was a boring day
Doing nothin at home
Just keep playing with my phone and computer
Its fucking boring
Want to go out but dont know where am i supposed to go

I miss 3 days before today and the following days
Friday i went to lido after sch watch G.I.Joe
It was fucking cool
"When the others fall,they don't"
I love that quote
After that went around ION for a while with erick and douglas before meet catherina,michelle,jesslyn,and the gangsta farida(haha)
Then,waited for farida's fren called meme
She is quite pretty (hahaha)
Took photo at outside of ION
It was damn funny as douglas kept joking fidel
"Maaf" and suddenly turned into"Diam LA"
Damn funny
Good job Doug
Went Cineleisure and eat BK(actually i ate farida's fries,soory bro)
After that,some problems happens
Ah i dont want to talk it
After that went to KBox with farida and meme
Farida wasted 2 hours only for a song called "Haru-Haru" and we dont even know Korean
Haha
Then went home and sleep

Next day i went to The Cathay
Met Catherine 1st before meet the others
Then went to PS
Played Arcade
Damn lucky as i paid only $2 and i get 6 tokens
Haha
Then sat a while at a cafe
Played "Truth Or Dare"
Damn funny especially when Meme went up to the top and say "Farida,I love u"
Good job
Then wanted to go to CQ but then went to vivo with farida and meme
"Its 3 of us again?Cmon man"
Arrived at vivo,play water with them
It was damn funny as Meme and I kept disturbing Farida
Haha
Then went eat at garuda
It was exciting as we talked about "someone"(farida and meme,u should know it)
Then went home and sleep xD

National Day
Happy birthday Singapore
Went to Suntec just for see the fireworks although it was very crowded
But it was damn fun
Took some photos and i keep waiting for it until now
Haha
Went eat prata and walked home

It was nice days
Thx guys
Love it